Sexual Poetry

Day 145: Song of Solomon 1-4

I like poetry. Words sewn together to form images of something is a beautiful art. And Song of Solomon, it seems to me, is a book of poetry, specifically poetry dedicated to a loved one. Sensual poetry. Sexual poetry. It almost makes me blush reading this book, but then I think about my own marriage and the beauty that comes through the sexual relationship I have with my spouse, and these verses make me smile. For I know the beauty that comes through sex in the marriage relationship, and I'm glad that the Bible acknowledges this, too.

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Hope in Christ, Value in God

Day 144: Ecclesiastes 9-12

After finishing Ecclesiastes today, I'm not quite sure whether or not Solomon reconciles the meaning of life--how he answers the question. At one point, he does say that we cannot understand the work of God who made everything (11:5), from which I infer that we don't understand God's ways and so there really is no answer to Solomon's question to why life is meaningless.

But maybe the reality is that even though our lives may seem meaningless at times, in Christ, we can have hope. We can have a new understanding of the meaningless of our lives. Christ gives us a context of interpreting hard times; he transforms the meaningless, the vanity, into hope. So even though there may not be an answer in Ecclesiastes, we have the advantage of looking at the book through the lens of Christ. Christ brought redemption; he brought hope. He still brings hope today.

It does seem that Solomon reconciled the meaningless of life in that he understands the importance of seeking God. At the end of the book, he claims in Ecclesiastes 12:13: "Now all has been heard; here is the conclusion of the matter: Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is the whole duty of man."

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Verses that Strike Me in Ecclesiastes

Day 143: Ecclesiastes 5-8

Ecclesiastes 7:1: "A good name is better than fine perfume, and the day of death better than the day of birth."

Ecclesiastes 7:27-28:
"Look," says the Teacher, "this is what I have discovered:
"Adding one thing to another to discover the scheme of things—
while I was still searching
but not finding—
I found one [upright] man among a thousand,
but not one [upright] woman among them all.

Ecclesiastes 8:17b: "No one can comprehend what goes on under the sun. People toil to search it out, but no one can discover its meaning. Even if the wise claim they know, they cannot really comprehend it."

These are a few verses that stood out to me in the reading for today.

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Meaningless, meaningless: Solomon's Thoughts on Life

Day 142: Ecclesiastes 1-4

In the first book of Ecclesiastes, Solomon declares that "Everything is meaningless." Then he proceeds to explain why this is so. I have felt this way before--that nothing matters--and it's not a fun place to be. Where you feel like nothing matters. Like you're living a groundhog day that just repeats itself over and over and over again. Nothing changing. Nothing happening. Meaningless. Everything is meaningless.

Even when Solomon sought greater wisdom, knowledge, and understanding, he still found them meaningless. Reaching for these goals were vanity; they meant nothing. Even pleasure was meaningless to him, and there was no point to even seeking it. To Solomon, "Nothing was gained under the sun" (Ecclesiastes 2:11).


Right after these first two chapters on the meaningless of life, of everything under the sun, comes the chapter on there being a time for everything. This placement is an interesting juxtaposition because even in the midst of life lacking meaning, he recognized that there was a time for everything. Maybe Solomon only felt this way at this certain time. Who knows? It does sound like someone who is depressed. Even though Solomon still views everything as meaningless, he still says that God will make everything beautiful in His time. Even those hard days when we wonder why we're doing what we're doing. Even those days matter to God. They aren't meaningless to him, and this actually brings me a great deal of comfort. But after four chapters of Ecclesiastes, Solomon is still pointing out all the stuff in this life that is meaningless. I really hope that we get to see how he reconciles these feelings. I can't remember. But since I've felt this way before, I'd like to find some hope in how he reconciled it

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Poverty Proverbs

Day 141: Proverbs 29-31

One thing that has surprised me about reading the proverbs is how many proverbs concern the poor and needy, specifically how we need to defend the poor and come to their aid when they need it. This emphasis on having a heart for the poor indicates to me that God views this issue as extremely important. Poverty is a real concern in our nation. We have people working jobs that don't allow them to match their meager income to their expenses: even though they work hard, they still can't survive. This situation is just immoral, and God recognizes this. Wow. He's amazing. Another reason why God deserves our praise. He cares about the poor and the underprivileged and the marginalized. Who wouldn't want to have a God like that?

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Advice from Women

Day 140: Proverbs 25-28

If women had contributed to the book of Proverbs, I wonder what they would have written. The main reason I ask this question is because there is a lot about living with a quarrelsome wife or being married to a nag. I recognize that there is wisdom in these references, but it has got me thinking that I'm sure women have wisdom to add about being married to men, too. Advice they could pass on to future generations. I wonder why God didn't include any of these proverbs in the Bible. I'm sure part of it was a cultural thing and the specific role delegated to women, but there are women prophets in the Bible, and stories about women as well. There are even prayers by women, such as Hannah's and Mary's prayers. So why not have a woman contribute a proverb or two?

If you are a woman reading this, what advice would you contribute? What wisdom would you impart to future generations? I think it's interesting to consider.

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Thoughts on various proverbs

Day 139: Proverbs 21-24

Proverbs 21:30: "There is no wisdom, no insight, no plan that can succeed against the LORD."
The Lord has plans, and we have plans, and no plans will succeed against the Lord. I'm still processing the meaning of this proverb, but I think it's significant. 

Proverbs 22:1: "A good name is more desirable than great riches; to be esteemed is better than silver or gold."

My dad always stressed the importance of a good reputation. While we often are told to not care what other people think about you, I think it's important to have a good name for yourself. It's not necessarily that we should be so concerned about what others think that we succumb to negative peer pressure; rather, we should consider the source of all wisdom (God) and care about what He thinks. The reputation we have affects those around us and influences our families, but for Christians, it also reflects on God.

Proverbs 22:6: "Start children off on the way they should go, and even when they are old they will not turn from it."
This passage is encouraging to me, especially when parenting can be so hard. I've told this to myself many times. Now I know that this isn't always true; I know people who have been raised in godly, Christian homes, and this hasn't yet been the case. However, I do think that God isn't finished with them yet.

Proverbs 22:16: "Those who oppress the poor to increase their wealth and those who give gifts to the rich—both come to poverty."
 
Proverbs 22:22: "Do not exploit the poor because they are poor and do not crush the needy in court, for the LORD will take up their case and will exact life for life."

These two passages spoke to me specifically because in my Argumentative and Persuasive Writing course, we have been reading Nickel and Dimed by Barbara Ehrenreich. This book investigates the lives of low-wage workers--those who work in all those hourly jobs who can barely make their income match their expenses. It's a really interesting look, and when you read passages like these Bible verses, it opens the reading up to a whole new perspective. 

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Food for Thought: Wisdom from Proverbs

Day 138: Proverbs 17-20

Here's some wisdom from Proverbs 17:8:

"A bribe is like a lucky charm; whoever gives one will prosper!"

 Huh?

Proverbs 17:16: "It is senseless to pay tuition to educate a fool, since he has no heart for learning."

That's not how it works in this country. Are there even such things as fools?

Proverbs 17:28: "Even fools are thought wise when they keep silent; with their mouths shut, they seem intelligent." Now, I like this one.

Here's one I need to hear sometimes: Proverbs 18:13: "Spouting off before listening to the facts
      is both shameful and foolish."

Proverbs 20:19 :" A gossip betrays a confidence; so avoid anyone who talks too much."

I'll end with this one: Proverbs 19:20: "Get all the advice and instruction you can, so you will be wise the rest of your life."

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Being Affirmed through Scripture

Day 137: Proverbs 13-16

I have said before, and I'll say it again: Parenting is hard work. And as parents, I'm sure we've all wondered whether we are doing the right thing by our children. Especially when it comes to discipline. Well, I read this verse tonight, and it reminded me that disciplining a child isn't mean or evil but instead it is because you care about them. Proverbs 13:24 says, "Those who spare the rod of discipline hate their children. Those who love their children care enough to discipline them." Look at that last part: "Those who love their children care enough to discipline them."

Typically, when I read scripture I try to look at everything within its proper context so that I understand it correctly and don't interpret something wrong. But today, I'm just glad to read that verse. It makes me feel good. It makes me feel happy. It affirms me as a parent. And sometimes when I read the Bible, that's what I want--to be affirmed. There's so much out there that makes you feel bad about yourself, and so it's nice to feel like you're doing the right thing sometimes.

Being affirmed is important to humans. I'm not sure if it's a human thing, or if it's the way that God made us to be, but when you read scripture and feel good about yourself, well, that's a good thing. The main thing we have to consider, though, is not to get sucked into the prideful part of self-confidence or affirmation. It's easy to become prideful when we feel we are doing right, but God doesn't want us to be that way. It's an interesting balance.

Thank you, God, for showing me that there is a point to parenting--that discipline shows love. This discovery shows me how much you love me, too. It's a nice parallel.

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Pray for Wisdom

Day 136: Proverbs 9-12

I like how wisdom is personified in Proverbs, how she is given human characteristics. So far in my reading of Proverbs, I notice how much emphasis is placed on getting wisdom. Wisdom is looking for you, and you should look for it. Wisdom will also give you a long life, so seek wisdom. This week, I continue praying for wisdom. I feel some peace after praying this prayer this week, and I am confident that once I pray for wisdom, I will be better able to discern what the right decisions are for me. Many of these proverbs seem like rules for living, maxims to make a better life for yourself. But when you read these together, the focus is on wisdom and on making wise and righteous decisions.

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Thoughts on Commitment

Day 135: Proverbs 5-8

Almost all of the reading for today includes instructions for men to avoid immoral women and instead to enjoy their wife and be committed to her. While much of this passage doesn't relate to me in that it is specifically speaking to men, there is still much to offer me as a woman. Adultery is so rampant in our society, for both men and women, and these instructions on staying faithful to one person are extremely relevant today. Adultery hurts so many people, and this reading points out that it also hurts the person who does it, in a way that other sins, like stealing, don't. Staying faithful to one person is not an unreachable goal, not when we are first committed to the Lord. I pray that God will continue to bless all of our marriages and take the sins of the flesh away.

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Get Wisdom

Day 134: Proverbs 1-4

Tonight, I have been reminded by Proverbs the importance of seeking wisdom, insight, and understanding. I consider myself a wise person. I don't say this to brag, but I do think it's one of the gifts God has given me. Yet still, discerning what is wise can be so difficult, especially when the decision is a difficult one. I'm reminded that I should go to God when I need this wisdom. Proverbs tells us to search for wisdom like you would hidden treasures. Seek wisdom by asking God for it. Proverbs 3 says,

"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. Do not be wise in your own eyes;  fear the LORD and shun evil."

So you gain wisdom by seeking God. In the midst of important decisions I have to make right now, I am reminded to seek wisdom, to get wisdom.

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Resting in God's Great Love

Day 133: Psalm 143-150

Psalm 143:7-8 says,
"Come quickly, Lord, and answer me, for my depression deepens.
   Don’t turn away from me, or I will die.
 Let me hear of your unfailing love each morning, for I am trusting you.
   Show me where to walk, for I give myself to you."

These verses stand out to me because of the word "depression." This person is struggling and expresses to the Lord his need for God to come near to him. He is going to die if the Lord turns away from him. He is hopeful, however, that God will take care of him and so he continues to give himself to the Lord, trusting the Lord that he will show him the love he needs to survive.

Those two verses express so much of what I've been feeling since I was first diagnosed with depression. It's a crazy illness, and sometimes I think I'm over it and then the feelings emerge again. It's also a very personal and private matter. It's embarrassing and you want to just "feel better," but you can't. It's really weird, but through it all, I have trusted in God to show me the way. I am giving myself to him and trusting him that he is in control. He loves us and wants to show us his love.

And Psalm 145:8-9 describes God's love:
The Lord is merciful and compassionate,
      slow to get angry and filled with unfailing love.
The Lord is good to everyone.
      He showers compassion on all his creation.

Merciful and compassionate, slow to anger and filled with unfailing love. Those words describe our God.

I love the way the Book of Psalms ends:
"Let everything that breathes sing praises to the Lord! Praise the Lord!" (v. 6)

This is a fitting way to describe a book that emphasizes praising God. So, as I am about to leave Psalms and move on to Proverbs, I am reminded about the goodness of God and how he is deserving of praise from all of creation.

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Wondefully Made

Day 132: Psalm 139-142

Think about the person who knows you the best on this earth. Maybe it's a spouse or a significant other, a parent or a friend. This person, although they know you better than anyone else in this world, probably still does not know everything about you. There may be a secret you keep from him or her. Or maybe this person just hasn't discovered everything about you yet. Or it could be that you aren't fully yourself around certain people. Regardless of the reason, no one knows you completely. Not even yourself, probably.

But there is one who knows all aspects of you--the good, the sinful, the scary, the inner you. And that is God. Psalm 139:1-6 says, "O Lord, you have examined my heart and know everything about me. You know when I sit down or stand up.You know my thoughts even when I’m far away. You see me when I travel and when I rest at home. You know everything I do. You know what I am going to say even before I say it, Lord. You go before me and follow me. You place your hand of blessing on my head. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too great for me to understand!"

God knows us--our innermost self that we don't want people to see because we don't think they'll like it. And yet God, wow, he loves us in spite of all our flaws. He loves us because he made us; he knit us together in our mother's wombs. He has made us wonderfully and beautifully. And it's wonderful to rest in the assurance that God thinks good thoughts about us. He loves us! And he knows us! Wow, what a paradox.
  
God is proud of the people he made. He loves us. He loves us. What assurance we have in Him.

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In the midst of emotions...praise the Lord

Day 131: Psalm 135-138

Lately I've been feeling like everything is meaningless. No, I haven't gotten to this passage in scripture yet, but I sure have felt this way about a lot of things. In spite of feeling this way, though, I'm still reminded by these writers of psalms of the importance of praising the Lord. Over and over again, these people shout, "Praise the Lord!" And that's what I'm going to do. I will praise the Lord, regardless of how I'm feeling at this moment.

I will praise the Lord for the Lord is good.

I will praise the Lord because of all that he has done for me.

Even though I'm feeling this way right now, I will still praise the Lord. I will give thanks to him for all the reasons listed in Psalm 136 (a great passage!). For in my praise and my thanksgiving, I can see that there is one thing that isn't meaningless, and that one thing--God--can bring me hope. Why? Because his faithful love endures forever.

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Gifts from God

Day 130: Psalm 126-134

Parenting is still hard work. It's interesting to me that in today's reading it says,

"Children are a gift from the Lord; they are a reward from him."

Thank you, God, for reminding me of that. It's not easy to remember this in the midst of disobedience and discipline, but they really are a gift. They're miracles, actually. Thank you, God, for the gift of children.

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Hard Day of Parenting

Day 129: Psalm 120-125

It's been a long day. Peyton is sick (he has a fever, he has a bad cough, and he just vomited all over the place), and Elizabeth is being difficult. Sometimes parenting can be so hard. I often wonder how to be the best parent I can, to teach my children how to do the right thing and how to become more like Jesus. I wish there was a manual on this stuff because it sure isn't easy. It's definitely the hardest thing I've ever done. With as important as this responsibility is and how one of God's commands was "to be fruitful and multiple," I'm surprised there isn't more in here on parenting. I sure could use some godly advice!

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God's Method of Protection

Day 128: Psalm 119

So, I made it to the longest chapter in the Bible. Psalm 119. This psalm has always seemed intimidating to me before because it takes up pages and pages in the Bible. But when it comes to reading something, it really isn't that long. The main thing I have learned from reading this psalm today is that God's laws are not meant to harm us or to hinder us; rather, they are meant to free us, to allow us to fly on tops of God's wings as he protects us. His laws are good for us; they are meant to make us joyful and carefree. He has given us these commands so that we can find our rest in him.

As it says in Psalm 119:105, "Your word is a lamp to guide my feet and a light for my path."

Thank you, God, for setting boundaries for me. Thank you for protecting me.

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Rejoice in the Lord!

Day 127: Psalm 115-118

"This is the day the Lord has made. We will rejoice and be glad in it." Psalm 118:24

This verse has special meaning to me. When I was growing up, my dad always wanted us to sing this song. We even sang it at the dinner table! And oftentimes, we sang the song in rounds with three of us singing the first part, and the other three singing the other part.

Because this song was so important to my dad, I grew up viewing this concept of rejoicing in every day as an important one, too. I've always tried to be glad and thankful for every new day and to rejoice about God's hand in it. Each day is such a blessing from God. We don't know when our last day will be, so it's important to praise God for each day that he's given us. I admit, I don't always think to do this. I take for granted that I will make it through another day and have more and more days with my family and friends. I even take it for granted that my family will do the same. I take it for granted that we will all gather together at the end of the day and enjoy our time together.

The reality is, though, that this may not happen. Families aren't always brought together at the end of the day. Some people don't come home. Just think about all those people in Haiti who died in such a tragic way. Their families didn't expect this awful thing to happen, and now they are living without people they love. What an awful tragedy. We just never know.

And I think this notion of rejoicing in the day that the Lord has made is different, but somewhat associated to, the idea of carpe diem, or "seize the day." While seize the day is about making the most of life while you are here, rejoicing in the day that the Lord has made is rejoicing no matter what your circumstances are and praising God for each new day that you have. That's a different concept entirely, and one that isn't near as easy to do. To be honest, it's really easy to forget to rejoice in the days that the Lord has made when we are at low points, when there's nothing evident to rejoice in. But that's when we need to do it most. We can still express our appreciation and gratitude to God during these times, thanking him that we still have life and that we are still blessed to live it.

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More on the Nature of God from the Psalms

Day 126: Psalm 111-114

There is so much to praise the Lord about. He is so good. I'm amazed by how these writers of psalms never run out of enough things to praise the Lord about. Sometimes I am at a loss for words, but these writers--wow--they think of new metaphors, names, descriptions, and ideas about which to praise the Lord. I have learned so much through their understandings of God and how they express their gratefulness to Him.

Although much of the psalms is about praising the Lord, there's still quite a lot of text dedicated to repeating the story of Israelite history--the story of what God has done in the lives of His people.
Praising God and thanking him for what he's done is a repetitive format appearing in the psalms. And I think this format is especially powerful in communicating more about the nature of God.

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God Is So Good

Day 125: Psalm 105-110

I am amazed with all the good that God does in this world. Literally, amazed. God does so much good for his people. He is constantly saving and redeeming us, taking us out of the pit and into a world of freedom. He brings hope to the hopeless, strength to the weak, and peace to the frightened. He is a wonderful God, an awesome God. There is no one like him. In Him, we can have hope, and He alone is the source of our salvation. I am so glad for God. I am so thankful for Him.

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Making Resolutions

Day 124: Psalm 101-104

Psalm 101 resonates with me because it is filled with promises that the writer makes to the Lord. Promises that he makes to himself. Resolutions, so to speak. The speaker tells the Lord (these are excerpts):

I will sing of your love and justice, Lord.
I will praise you with songs.
I will lead a life of integrity in my own home.
I will refuse to look at anything vile and vulgar.
I will reject perverse ideas and stay away from every evil.
I will not tolerate people who slander their neighbors.
I will not endure conceit and pride.
I will search for faithful people to be my companions.

And in Psalm 103:
With my whole heart, I will praise his holy name.
 Let all that I am praise the Lord; may I never forget the good things he does for me.

These psalmist writers make promises--commitments--to the Lord and to themselves. They promise the Lord how they will behave, how they will live, and what specificially they will do to live a life in accordance with God's will and His laws. They make written vows to themselves and to God. I think it's important for us, as Christians, to commit to live a life in accordance with God's will, too. Speaking these things--or writing them down--can help us remember how we are called to live. Right now we are in the season of New Year's Resolutions, and while I don't typically make them (they're too hard to maintain for long), I do think it's important to write down goals and guidelines for how we want to live our life. When we do, we are essentially making a vow to ourselves and to God. They can kind of function as a "rule of life" on our behavior, attitudes, and mindset. We even know when we break them because we know what they are. I encourage you to set some goals for yourself on how you want to live your life. I know that I'm going to do so.

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Songs as Formational Tools

Day 123: Psalm 95-100

Come, let us sing for joy to the Lord; let us shout aloud to the Rock of our salvation. Let us come before him with thanksgiving and extol him with music and song. For the Lord is the great God, the great King above all gods. In his hand are the depths of the earth, and the mountain peaks belong to him. The sea is his, for he made it, and his hands formed the dry land. Psalm 95:1-5

Come, let us bow down in worship, let us kneel before the Lord our Maker; for he is our God and we are the people of his pasture, the flock under his care. Psalm 95:6-7a

Shout for joy to the Lord, all the earth. Worship the Lord with gladness; come before him with joyful songs. Know that the Lord is God. It is he who made us, and we are his; we are his people, the sheep of his pasture. Enter his gates with thanksgiving and his courts with praise; give thanks to him and praise his name. For the Lord is good and his love endures forever; his faithfulness continues through all generations. Psalm 100

Do you recognize these words? If you've been in church or listened to Christian radio in the last fifteen years, most likely you do. They have become songs we sing in our churches and in our cars. These words are familiar to us. We like singing them and hearing them. They resonate with us. We remember them. I can still remember many of the songs that I learned as a child. While I don't remember many (if any) sermons I heard, I do remember the songs I sang and the music I listened to. Many of those songs are still meaningful to me now.

Songs form us in ways that I don't think we're always cognizant of (I know that I just ended two sentences with a preposition, which is a major faux pax for an English professor, but oh well.). That's why I think it's important to be aware of the songs we sing--to really listen to them and understand what they are communicating. Are they healthy songs? Do they communicate the same gospel that we ourselves understand and live out? Or might the songs not communicate the same message that we want to be communicating--just look at my last blog post as an example of unhealthy and healthy ways of communicating the message of Jesus Christ.

The next time you hear a praise song or a hymn or any other type of Christian theme, I challenge you to truly listen to the words of the song. Do you agree with what you are saying on a theological level? On a spiritual level? On a biblical level? Or are you just singing the song because you have known it and sung it since you were a kid and, hey, it has a catchy tune? I hope we will all become more aware of the words we sing because we are being formed, and we are also forming others with the songs that we choose to sing.

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Two Kinds of Messages: Which One Will You Tell?

Day 122: Psalm 91-95

I just returned home from the BCS National Championship game between Alabama and Texas. Although the game didn’t end the way we (my dad and I) had hoped, I still had a great time. The whole experience was a once-in-a-lifetime thing, and I’ll remember it for a long time.


While I was there, I saw two types of “witnessing,” two methods of sharing the gospel of Jesus Christ, two testimonies. The first one was given by four men carrying signs. The signs were enormous, well above our heads when we walked and easy to read from afar. The text was in black on yellow signs, held up on these long poles. We had to walk about two miles to the stadium from where we parked, and everywhere we looked—no matter where we were on the trek—we could see these signs. They, too, were headed to the stadium.

Immediately when I saw them, my heart sank because I did not like what I saw, even though some of the quotes were from scripture.  I can’t remember what all the signs said, but a couple of them stuck out to me:

“Hell AWAITS you.”

“God will come to JUDGE the earth.”

Now here you have these guys who are “doing their part” to tell others about God and Jesus. They carry these extremely heavy signs all around the place; they are virtually telling people that they follow God. If I give them the benefit of the doubt, they even seem to be concerned that the people they hope to reach might be going to hell, or that God is coming to judge, so all these people at the game should “turn from their evil ways” (but I’m totally inferring that; they could not want that at all).

Like I said, they are doing something, even if I don’t approve of the way the messages they are sending. But what good are they really doing? It seems to me that this fact that they are “doing something” might be doing more harm than good. Would it be better if they weren’t doing anything? I’m not one to make that claim, but I wonder why they're really doing what they're doing. Who are they really helping? Do they really think that an atheist, an agnostic, a Christian even will respond positively to that sign? What do people think? I know what I think. I think it’s hurting Christianity to spread this idea of God as hateful, avengeful, vitriolic, and fear-chasing. It is NOT the gospel I know and love. It is NOT the Jesus who came to save the earth, wash away all of our sins, and show us how to live like humans while we are on this earth. These men are preaching these passages out of context and in error, I believe. If I were to conduct an analysis of these signs and the men holding them, it appears that they are judging an audience of people that they don’t know, with whom they don’t have a relationship, with whom they don’t love or respect or care about even.

These are not the type of messages we should spread.

And then I saw another type of message. One that speaks of finding hope in Jesus Christ, even when you’re experiencing deep pain. This person I’m speaking of is Colt McCoy. Many of you may already know what happened during the game: on the first Longhorn drive of the game, Colt McCoy hurt his throwing shoulder. He was out for the rest of the game, and if he had played, most commentators and journalists are now predicting that Texas would have won (who knows, though?). Regardless, Colt was gone. He was the winningest quarterback in NCAA history, and he set numerous other records as well. This game was going to be it for him.

As soon as Colt got hurt, the fans were devastated. The mood changed, and we were all heartbroken for the kid. He did come back in the second half to help coach the freshman quarterback, but it was a little too late. Texas lost. 37-21 was the final score.

After we finally got back to our car (after a two mile walk) and then drove all the way to Orange County to the hotel where we were staying, I was able to turn on the TV and watch a little bit of ESPN. Here I saw the post-game interview with Colt McCoy. Wow. He was asked, “What was it like to watch his final game as a Longhorn from the sidelines.” For several seconds, he couldn’t speak. He was obviously broken up about it and it looked like he was trying to fight back tears. It took him a while to form words. He responded, “It’s unfortunate I didn’t get to play. I would have given everything I had to be out there with my team.” And then he gave his testimony to millions of people: “I always give God the glory. I never question why things happen the way they do. God is in control of my life, and I know that if nothing else, I’m standing on the Rock.”

Wow. Here you have a man who is suffering from probably the greatest disappointment of his life—not the loss, necessarily, but not getting to play in your final football game for a team for which you have started every game since you’ve been there, and then this reality ultimately leading to a loss. That’s a lot to take in. But even in the midst of his frustration and regret, he responds by praising God and placing his faith and trust in Jesus Christ.

Two kinds of stories. Which one makes more of an impact on you? Which one illuminates the gospel in a healthier way? Which one might convict an atheist, an agnostic, a Christian? I hope the answer is obvious.

There are several kinds of stories we can tell in our own lives, and I hope that you will think about the kinds of stories you tell about God, the gospel, and Jesus. We want to share the good news about Jesus, not news that makes people cringe and react against our stories. 

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Metaphors and Beautiful Images

Day 121: Psalm 84-90

"What joy for those whose strength comes from the Lord, who have set their minds on a pilgrimage to Jerusalem." Psalm 84:5

I love the image in this passage where people have set their minds on a trek to Jerusalem. At the time this psalm was written, it was most likely about a literal trip to Jerusalem, a trip to the Temple to become close to the Lord. Today, however, this same idea can serve as a metaphor for us. We can set our minds on the same pilgrimage to Jerusalem in that we are looking ahead towards the Cross. We are setting our minds on the story of the Cross, and as we do so, our strength comes from the Lord. We are taking a journey to become closer to the Lord. I really like this metaphor.

"A single day in your courts is better than a thousand anywhere else! I would rather be a gatekeeper in the house of my God than live the good life in the homes of the wicked." Psalm 84:10

I like this passage of scripture. The idea of living just one day in God's courts as being one thousand times better than living anywhere else. Wow. That's an amazing notion. Being with God is so much greater than anywhere else. That image really resonates with me. Chris Tomlin has a song based on this scripture called "Better Is One Day." I really like that song. It has touched me since the first time I heard it. The image is just so vivid. I love it. Here's a link to a video that plays the song.

And the section sentence in this passage is evocative, too. Choosing to be a gatekeeper for God over living in a big house with the wicked. This is so telling. God is amazing, and his followers know it.

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Reflection 3: Learning How to Pray through Poetry

Day 120: Reflection 3

I'm thankful that a "reflection day" comes while I am reading the book of Psalms. Psalms has given me so much to ponder, and I notice that I am enjoying them more and more each day. During these last 40 days, I've also read several of the narrative books of the Bible, including the book of Job, which really meant a lot to me at this point in my life.

Here are some things that have stood out to me or that I have learned and observed:
1. Reading the psalms has enhanced my prayer life. And this is one of the best blessings of this whole reading/blogging venture. The psalms have given me new ways to pray. They have shown me how others talk and communicate with God, and give me ideas as to what I can say to God in my own prayers. These prayers are accessible and relevant to us today. When we don't know what to say to God, when we don't know how to jumpstart a virtually absent prayer life, when we are at a loss for words, when we want to speak to God in beautiful language and compelling metaphors, we can pray the psalms and feel that we are uttering out own words to God. That we are communicating with God in new ways. That we are saying the same words as other people before us. We can be connected to God and others by praying the psalms. I hope you will give it a try.

2. I like the person David much more after reading his prayers and songs to God than I did after reading the narrative of his life. In many respects, David was not a good man. He was sinful, violent, and adulteress. He was a murderer and was ultimately responsible for his own son's death (the one with Bathsheba). He was also a very violent military leader, always killing people who disagreed with him. There was some things to admire about him, but there was also a lot to not admire. However, the psalms that he wrote (at least the ones that are accredited to him; we don't know for sure) show a different side of David. A gentler, humbler man who is committed to the Lord. His prayers allow us to glimpse his relationship with God. How he feels about God and how he feels about himself. His prayers show us the human side of David and allow us to identify with him, to understand him better and to understand ourselves better as well. His prayers--these psalms--have touched my heart and have made me really like this man named David.

3. Poetry gives us a different view of the people of God than prose. This point is somewhat similar to both of those above, but I want to make it anyway. Prose tells the story, while poetry shows the story. Prose is detached; poetry is not. Prose keeps us at a distance; poetry shows us the heart of people. Prose lets us look at and learn about people while poetry opens up the body cavity and let's us see what's inside. Poetry shows us the heart and soul of people. And while it may not be as easy and straightforward to read as prose, I think it connects us more to the people in ways that prose does not.

4. The people in the Bible were not chosen because they were perfect. In fact, not one of them was perfect. Nobody was. Nobody is. They were chosen because they were available to God. They opened up their heart and mind and allowed God to use them. They made mistakes; they sinned; they killed; they lied; they cheated; they committed adultery; they stole. They did all the bad things. Yet they were still God's people. God loved them, regardless. And he shows us this same love as well.

5. At this stage of the reading, I feel closer to God. Now, I don't just know about God anymore; now I know God. As I mentioned previously, I have really connected with the poetry, which has let me see God's people in personal ways. In real ways that reveal their hearts and the way they communicate with God. Yet I've also gotten to see how God deals with his people. Through the words prayed by his people, I can infer how God deals with them--with us--and it sure is a beautiful thing. And I'm also closer to God because I have been learning more about him for four months now. I have seen Him at work. I have seen how he relates to his people and how they relate to him. I have tried to connect my life to the Bible in personal ways, and I have tried to think about the church in this context as well.

These last 40 days mark a notable difference within me. I think I've turned a corner in some respects, especially when it comes to prayer. However, there is still much more to do, much more to know, much more to consider. I'm really looking forward to reading the New Testament and seeing how Jesus treats people because I still have a lot of work to do here. I'm anxious to learn more about living a life of faith and seeing how God works in our lives today. Thanks for making it 120 days with me on this journey. I'm one-third of the way there (Wow!). I hope this reflection has touched you in some way and that your own faith continues to grow.

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Dry Seasons of Life

Day 120: Psalm 79-83

My eyes are dry. 
My faith is old. 
My heart is hard. 
My prayers are cold.
And I know how I ought to be
Alive to you and dead to me. 

But what can be done
For an old heart like mine?
Soften it up
With oil and wine.
The oil is You, Your Spirit of love.
Please wash me anew
With the wine of Your Blood.

(Song by Keith Green)

Have you ever felt like your faith was lukewarm? I once heard a preacher talk about having a lukewarm faith. Using the passage in the New Testament about being either hot or cold but not lukewarm, he said that it was better to not believe at all than to have a lukewarm faith. In fact, I still remember his words to this day: "Get HOT. Be COLD. Or GET OUT!" The message was that apathy is the worst place to be when it comes to faith.

But it's very easy to fall into a pattern of apathy and not even know it. Maybe Sunday morning church is what faith is about to you. Or maybe faith is about your own personal journey towards Christ rather than gathering with other Christians. Maybe you go to church each time the doors are open. You do good deeds and you read your Bible. You give money to God, and you teach your children about Jesus. Regardless of where you are and what your definition of Christianity is, it's easy to get "stuck in a rut" where you don't feel anything, where you wonder what the point of it all is anyway.

When you are feeling like you don't have a relationship with God, that you don't belong, or that your faith is all dried up, I encourage you to turn to Psalm 80. Psalm 80 won't solve all your problems or give you the courage to "Get HOT," but it will provide you with a way to talk to God in the midst of this dry faith (or sin, too). The author begs God to bring he and the other Israelites back to Him. To restore their faith and to save them.

God has saved me. He has saved you, too. I hope we will all remember this truth during the dry seasons of life so that the rainy season will come soon.

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Less of Self and More of Thee

Day 119: Psalm 75-78

The writer of Psalm 75 lists what God has done for them, and he proclaims that he will always do so. He will sing praises to the God of Jacob and express his gratefulness to God.

Why is it easier to focus on the negative? I know that my own perspective isn't often the same as the writer of Psalm 75's is here. In the midst of turmoil, I often become self-centered. I don't necessarily blame God when bad things happen, but I don't sing of his praises either (at least that's not natural for me to do). But here is a writer--a follower of God--who reminds himself and others what God has done for him, and he is never going to stop doing so.

God has done things for me personally. He has redeemed me. He has made me whole, pure, and guiltless. He has forgiven me and given back my life to me again and again. He has blessed me with a loving husband, healthy children, godly parents, and a wonderful extended family. He's given me a wonderful job that I love. He takes care of me and provides for me. He constantly does so much for me. If I would just remember all these things in the midst of bad times, I think I would have a different kind of relationship with God--one that is less selfish and more loving. I hope I will remember this chapter the next time hard times come. I hope I will be less self-absorbed and more grateful to God for all the good things he has given me.

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Reading along

Day 118: Psalm 71-74

Nothing much to say here today. The psalms are still beautiful, and they reveal much about the character of God and His people. I'm enjoying this.

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Telling Others Our Stories

Day 118: Psalm 66-70

We are surrounded by people in pain. Every day we talk with people who are suffering in some way. From sin, divorce, addiction...and the list goes on and on. But what I appreciate about the psalms is how these psalmists praise God even in the midst of their pain. And, they don't only praise him, but they use their own stories to tell others about what God has done in their lives.

For instance, Psalm 66:5 says, "Come and see what our God has done, what awesome miracles he performs for people." These people know the importance of sharing their stories, of telling others about what God has done for them. How he changed them. How he saved them. How he has made a difference in their lives.

Another instance, Psalm 66:16-20: "Come and listen, all who fear God, and I will tell you what he did for me. For I cried out to him for help, praising him as I spoke. If I had not confessed the sin in my heart, the Lord would not have listened. But God did listen! He paid attention to my prayer. Praise, God, who did not ignore my prayer or withdraw his unfailing love from me."

What a testimony to us. Praise be to God for his saving power and for his giving us stories to tell.

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Beautiful Words

Day 117: Psalm 61-65

Today the words of scripture touched me as I read them and so I share them with you today. From Psalm 63:

 1 O God, you are my God;
      I earnestly search for you.
   My soul thirsts for you;
      my whole body longs for you
   in this parched and weary land
      where there is no water.
 2 I have seen you in your sanctuary
      and gazed upon your power and glory.
 3 Your unfailing love is better than life itself;
     
 how I praise you!
 4 I will praise you as long as I live,
      lifting up my hands to you in prayer.

 5 You satisfy me more than the richest feast.
      I will praise you with songs of joy.
 6 I lie awake thinking of you,
      meditating on you through the night.
 7 Because you are my helper,
      I sing for joy in the shadow of your wings.
 8 I cling to you;
      your strong right hand holds me securely.

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God's Nature

Day 116: Psalm 56-60

Even in our deepest sorrow, God cares. He is on our side. He gives us hope. He directs our journeys. He is faithful even in the midst of sorrow and pain. Even in the midst of stressful days and sleepless nights. God is there. He will comfort us. He will heal us. He will save us. Thank you, God, for who you are.

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About Kara

I am Kara Poe Alexander. I began this blog to read the Bible anew, with fresh eyes and an open mind. I hope to grow closer to God, to learn how these ancient stories are still relevant today, and to develop a spiritual discipline of Bible study.